Our spiritual philosophy says very clearly that the whole world when properly analyzed is a sensory perception. Though it is called a sensory perception, the perception is had in the perceiver’s horizon. The perceiver is not in the body or in the senses. He is something away from the body, different from the body, besides the body, but apparently within the body. How can you have three dimensional figures within the body? But it is within the body that you perceive all these dimensions and you are assessing them. So, the entire assessment is made by the mind. The mind has no weight, no mass, it is not physical, it is not energial, but it is that mind which produces all these things. How can a mountain be within your body? How can the sun be within your body? But it is within the body that you feel everything.
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Harih Om Tat Sat. Jai Guru. Jai Guru.
Today, I thought of telling you something about what is meant by an inexplicable mystic development. In fact, the entire world is a mystic development. We will not be able to explain the process and the cause of the world when you take it to the ultimate level. Philosophy speaks something about the causeless cause. At one point of time, the cause-effect chain starts. Before that, there was no cause and effect process at all. It is something like this. We are all born of our parents. Our parents were born of their parents. Their parents were born of their parents. Now, when you come to the first parents, from where could they have been born? Not from their parents. So there is naturally in our discussion, in our probe, a condition in which something starts. And from there, the cause and effect chain also starts.
Our spiritual philosophy says very clearly that the whole world when properly analyzed is a sensory perception. Though it is called a sensory perception, the perception is had in the perceiver’s horizon. The perceiver is not in the body or in the senses. He is something away from the body, different from the body, besides the body, but apparently within the body. How can you have three dimensional figures within the body? But it is within the body that you perceive all these dimensions and you are assessing them. So, the entire assessment is made by the mind. The mind has no weight, no mass, it is not physical, it is not energial, but it is that mind which produces all these things. How can a mountain be within your body? How can the sun be within your body? But it is within the body that you feel everything. When you think in this manner, that this externality is inexplicable, that is what Sankara puts in Vivekachudamani.
सन्नाप्यसन्नाप्युभयात्मिका नो भिन्नाप्यभिन्नाप्युभयात्मिका नो ।
साङ्गाप्यनङ्गा ह्युभयात्मिका नो महाद्भुताऽनिर्वचनीयरूपा ॥
sannāpyasannāpyubhayātmikā no bhinnāpyabhinnāpyubhayātmikā no ।
sāṅgāpyanaṅgā hyubhayātmikā no mahādbhutā'nirvacanīyarūpā ।।
You cannot call it existence or non-existence. You cannot call it as a part of a whole. You cannot call it different or non-different. We can only say it is something amazingly wonderful and it cannot be described. So there is a category called indescribable. This belongs to that indescribable category.
Meera was given, Bhakta-Meera was given poison by her mother-in-law. I always, I often refer to it. The mother-in-law gave poison to kill her. With her Krishna-Bhakthi and simplicity, straightforwardness etc. she drank it. What was given was poison but it did not have any bio-chemical effect on the body.
My disciple Sankaran who was living in Coimbatore, he was admitted to the hospital, he had so many problems. One operation was done by an expert Gastroenterologist who had done thousands and thousands of operations. He was set right but the problem as such did not leave him. At one point of time, he became so desperate that he drank, I don’t know what is that element, a poisonous insecticide or something like that. He drank two-three bottles of it. The pain disappeared and he had nothing. Nobody can explain how it took place. Then he was relieved but in the subsequent months or subsequent year, he wanted very much to take up sannayasa. I had allowed him. “Yes, you take up.” And he put on the sannyasin’s robe and he continued, he breathed his last. How do you explain that? So much of poison going in to the stomach and there is no effect for it. These are some of the inexplicable providential spiritual developments.
Yesterday, there is one Rajammal who is also initiated by me, a disciple. I have always found in her something very strange and unusual. I am yet to know more about her. She used to come and talk to me in a very rare manner, to some extent I can say in a supra-worldly manner. One son died, another son is mentally unstable and she had problems with perhaps the husband, now they are resolved. So she used to say “I have been listening to your Mukthisudhakaram, Swamiji. I am a reader of Srimad Bhagavadam also after that.” And she used to quote liberally some verses which are all bearing upon the fullness and exclusiveness of God and the strength of dispassion. “I know that nothing is permanent. Our mind is the cause for everything. So I am not going to be bound by all these factors. Let the son be what he is, I shall be what I am.” And she reads and recites SrimadBhagavada very regularly etc.
It seems, day before yesterday, she wanted to go to Guruvayur and have darsan. That was a very unusual day and there were special restrictions etc. One Ārāttu, the Lord in the form of an idol is taken by the tantri and accompanied by the others. The tantri along with the idol takes a bath in the tank. It is a very sublime function to see, to participate in which quite number of devotees come. So she could not go anywhere near the temple for darshan. So she was a little upset and apparently, the dejection or what shall I say, difficulty was evident in her face.
When she was about to return, it seems a young boy came. “Why are you returning?”
“Because today I will not be able to see the Lord.”
“No, no, don`t worry about it. I will take you. There is an entrance through the western gate.”
And there was a conversation between her and the boy. “Are you coming alone?”
“Are you not missing your husband?”
“What is there to be missed in this world?”
And she recited a verse from Srimad Bhagavadam saying that “Everything is God, I cannot miss anybody. I have got my Guru, he always tells me that…” And she said something which I don’t remember fully.
“Who is your Guru?”
“My Guru is Swami Bhoomananda Tirtha.”
“O Bhoomananda Tirtha, He is a big Krishna”.
Then she was speaking and at one point of time, the boy seems to have smiled exquisitely. She says “That smile was so enchanting that I felt there was something very strange about it.”
And she asked, “Who are you?”
“I am a Unni Namboodiri.” That means, I am a small priest, Brahmin boy who has come.
“My function, my role is within the sanctum sanctorum. I have come here to help the priest.”
And then, thus saying he led her, and then she was led to the point where she could have the worship. And by the time, the boy disappeared.
So some people questioned her or something like that. So she said “There is a boy called Unni Nambodiri here. He brought me here.”
“There is no Unni Nambodiri here at all. You can ask the office whether there is anybody.”
“This is a leela of Guruvayurappan, Krishna. You can go and ask the office people.”
It seems she went and talked to the office people. They said “There is no such person here at all. Only the main priest is there and assistant priests are. There is nobody like a boy who is anywhere here. We have not appointed anybody. You are very fortunate because it is Lord Krishna who has come to you in your distress.”
She always has a stroke of dispassion. She was saying that “Though I am going back, I am not feeling sorry because my Guru has told me that it is Gurudevatātmā.” etc. Now, how do you explain this? Such a simple instance.
There was one lady called Meenakshi Ammal about whom I have mentioned in my book. She was the mother of Dr. P. K. Narayanswami who was the chairman and managing director of FACT last. He was very close to me and closer was his mother. His mother was a relatively young age widow wearing white sari in the traditional style, nine yard sari. She used to come here. Our Ashram was a very poor hermitage at that time. We did not have any material sufficiently for our purpose. She used to purchase an extra sari, one or two sometimes and give it to me for my wear, that was the time. She always said, “Swamiji I would like to die lying on your lap. You call me cheriyamma, chittama, something like that, mother’s younger sister.” I used to call her like that.
She was very much interested in going about to different temples, seeing Pasupathi-nathan and all that. So her relatives would arrange it but they will not be able to accompany her. So I was a little concerned. So I told, “Chitthi, you are going alone wherever you are”.
She is given to singing. She will go on singing for hours. Everything she would sing in the form of Tamil songs. For everything she has a song. So I told her “Wherever you go, you will have some divine help. You are going alone; I am a little concerned about it. So you may feel weak, tired etc. so some kind of a help will come to you. You have my blessings.” I said.
It seems she went to Sabarimalai. This is many, many years back. Maybe 50 years or so back. So at that time, to climb Sabarimalai from Pampa was not easy at all. Now I don’t know what the situation is. So she was going up the Karimalai also, feeling tired. And at one point, she was breathing very heavily, not able to place her steps. Suddenly a boy appeared and he started gently pushing her from the back using his hand. Then she found she was able to place her steps faster and faster. And she went up, went up the eighteen steps and stood in front of Lord Ayyappa to see Him and worship Him. The boy disappeared. Before that, she had a feeling “This is not a simple boy, something very different, his looks, his touch etc.”
When she narrated to me, I said “This is how it will be and it should be. You have to go to Sabarimalai. Your body doesn’t allow you to go, you are becoming tired, you are so anxious to reach there, so that anxiety, intensity of that has got a value. Wherever such intensity is there, it produces a phenomenon but the one point is that after fulfilling its purpose, it should disappear. It will not be available at all. Not that somebody gifts you a watch and people say if it is something fictitious then will it remain? If it is something really providential and mystic, it will not remain at all. It will fulfill its purpose and suddenly ‘tatraivāntaradheeyata’, it will disappear in the emptiness of space.”
One instance in my life I remember. When I was thinking about it, suddenly it came to my mind. I don`t know whether it is worth mentioning. I was walking somewhere in Ernakulam in my wandering days. It was very hot. I had only the usual clothes with an uthareeyam and perhaps one extra set. One dhothi, perhaps one shirt, one uthareeyam, my kaubeenam, and a towel. I was walking. It was very hot. One young age man called us from behind and the freedom and confidence with which he called us, “Swami, Swami, it is very hot. You should be thirsty. Look, I have got an orange. Take this”.
Normally in Kerala, I have found oranges which are a little big, medium size and irregularly shaped. Only somewhere in Calcutta and other places, I have found a well-formed orange with a thin skin and very sweet inside. So “Take this.” So I stopped and this orange was given to me and then we walked. Because I was not inclined to, in these particular kind of thoughts nor would I say it should not be or dismiss it, so I was giving a place. Then I opened the orange and started taking one after the other, the segments there. After sometime when I looked back, this man was not there.
So he smilingly called me and the confidence with which he was calling, normally nobody would call like this except an idiot. This kind of a calling of a Swami from behind, alerting them, alerting him to stop. So, that instance comes to my mind.
So if there is anything mystic if you want to call it, these are the mystic instances. But I would like to say these are providential developments. When a particular redress is to be given, to deliver that redress, whatever means is necessary will be born. Don’t you think the world is born like that? The entire world is present and exists in the womb of empty space. Can the empty space produce such huge planets?
After all, a matter will be born only of another matter. A physical substance can be generated only from a physical substance. The total physical substance, it cannot come from another physical source. That is where it defies the so-called objective, scientific understanding, sequences, models etc. Our body is also something like that. It is made from a cell! That cell multiplying itself into so many. And here it becomes the eye, here it becomes the nose, there it becomes the mouth, tongue etc. ear. The one cell having multiple powers and constantly so and evolving a system and a procedure which lends itself to scientific analysis, manipulations and all that maneuvering. This is called the wonderful magic. And as part of it, this subsidiary magic also can be had.
So yesterday Rajammal called me and spoke to me this. I thought of sharing it with you. Yesterday I was speaking on Bhagavad Gita saying that in this Bhagavad Gita discussion you will find there is no magic or mysticism. Then I remembered that here is a mystic development reported by one.
Harih Om Tat Sat. Jai Guru. Jai Guru.